Ondrej Holzman He mea kākau ʻo Mona Simpson a he polopeka o ka ʻōlelo Pelekania ma ke Kulanui o Kaleponi. Ua hāʻawi ʻo ia i kēia haʻiʻōlelo e pili ana i kona kaikunāne, ʻo Steve Jobs, i ka lā 16 ʻOkakopa ma kāna hana hoʻomanaʻo ma ka hale pule o Stanford University.
Ua ulu au ma ke ʻano he keiki hoʻokahi me ka makuahine hoʻokahi. Ua ʻilihune mākou, a ʻoiai ua ʻike wau ua haʻalele koʻu makuakāne mai Suria, manaʻo wau ʻo ia ʻo Omar Sharif. Manaʻolana wau ua waiwai a lokomaikaʻi ʻo ia, e hele mai ʻo ia i loko o ko mākou ola a kōkua iā mākou. Ma hope o koʻu hālāwai ʻana me koʻu makuakāne, ua hoʻāʻo wau e manaʻoʻiʻo ua hoʻololi ʻo ia i kāna helu kelepona a ʻaʻole waiho i kahi helu wahi no ka mea he kipi hoʻopono kūpono ʻo ia e kōkua nei i ka hana ʻana i kahi honua Arab hou.
ʻOiai he wahine, ua kali au i koʻu ola a pau i kahi kāne hiki iaʻu ke aloha a aloha iaʻu. No nā makahiki he nui koʻu manaʻo ʻo ia paha koʻu makuakāne. I ka iwakāluakūmālima o koʻu mau makahiki ua hālāwai au me ia kanaka - ʻo ia koʻu kaikunāne.
I kēlā manawa, noho au ma New York, kahi aʻu e hoʻāʻo nei e kākau i kaʻu puke moʻolelo mua. Ua hana au no kahi makasina liʻiliʻi, noho au ma kahi keʻena liʻiliʻi me ʻekolu mau mea ʻimi ʻoihana. I ka wā i kāhea mai ai kahi loio iaʻu i kekahi lā-ʻo wau, he kaikamahine Kaleponi waena e noi ana i koʻu luna e uku no ka ʻinikua olakino-a ʻōlelo ʻo ia he mea kūʻai kaulana a waiwai hoʻi ʻo ia koʻu kaikunāne, ua lili nā mea hoʻoponopono ʻōpio. Ua hōʻole ka loio e haʻi mai iaʻu i ka inoa o ke kaikunāne, no laila ua hoʻomaka koʻu mau hoa hana e koho. Ua ʻōlelo pinepine ʻia ka inoa ʻo John Travolta. Akā, ke manaʻolana nei au i kekahi e like me Henry James—kekahi mea ʻoi aku ke akamai ma mua oʻu, he kanaka akamai maoli.
I koʻu hālāwai ʻana me Steve, he kanaka ʻArabia a he Iudaio paha ʻo ia i ka jeans e pili ana i koʻu mau makahiki. Ua ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ma mua o Omar Sharif. Hele mākou no ka hele lōʻihi, a mākou i aloha nui ai. ʻAʻohe oʻu hoʻomanaʻo nui i kā kāua ʻōlelo ʻana i kēlā lā mua. Hoʻomanaʻo wale wau ua manaʻo wau ʻo ia kaʻu e koho ai i hoaaloha. Ua haʻi mai ʻo ia iaʻu aia ʻo ia i nā kamepiula. ʻAʻole au i ʻike nui e pili ana i ka lolouila, ke kākau nei au ma ka mīkini paʻi lima. Ua haʻi au iā Steve e noʻonoʻo ana au e kūʻai i kaʻu kamepiula mua. Ua haʻi mai ʻo Steve iaʻu he mea maikaʻi ia aʻu i kali ai. Ua ʻōlelo ʻia ʻo ia e hana ana i kahi mea nui loa.
Makemake au e kaʻana like me ʻoe i kekahi mau mea aʻu i aʻo mai ai iā Steve i nā makahiki he 27 aʻu i ʻike ai iā ia. He ʻekolu manawa, ʻekolu manawa o ke ola. ʻO kona ola a pau. Kona mai. Kona make ana.
Ua hana ʻo Steve i kāna mea i aloha ai. Ua hana nui ʻo ia i kēlā me kēia lā. He mea maʻalahi ia, akā ʻoiaʻiʻo. ʻAʻole ʻo ia i hilahila i ka hana nui, ʻoiai ʻaʻole maikaʻi kāna hana. I ka wā ʻaʻole hilahila kekahi e like me Steve i ka ʻae ʻana i ka hāʻule ʻole, ʻaʻole paha wau i pono.
I ka wā i hoʻokuʻu ʻia ai ʻo ia mai Apple mai, ua ʻeha loa ia. Ua haʻi mai ʻo ia iaʻu e pili ana i kahi pāʻina me ka pelekikena e hiki mai ana kahi i kono ʻia ai nā alakaʻi 500 Silicon Valley a ʻaʻole i kono ʻia ʻo ia. Ua ʻeha iā ia, akā ua hele mau ʻo ia e hana ma Next. Ua hoʻomau ʻo ia i ka hana i kēlā me kēia lā.
ʻO ka waiwai nui loa no Steve ʻaʻole ia he mea hou, akā he nani. No ka mea hana hou, ua kūpaʻa ʻo Steve. Inā makemake ʻo ia i hoʻokahi pālule, e kauoha ʻo ia i 10 a i ʻole 100. Nui nā kuhukukū ʻeleʻele i loko o ka hale ma Palo Alto a lawa paha ia i nā mea a pau o ka hale pule. ʻAʻole makemake ʻo ia i nā ʻano a me nā ʻano o kēia manawa. Ua makemake ʻo ia i nā kānaka i kona mau makahiki ponoʻī.
Ke hoʻomanaʻo mai nei kāna mau ʻōlelo aesthetic iaʻu i kekahi o kāna mau ʻōlelo, e like me kēia: “ʻO ka hiʻohiʻona ka mea maikaʻi i kēia manawa akā ʻino ma hope; ʻino paha ke kiʻi i ka wā mua, akā ma hope ua lilo ia i mea maikaʻi.
Hele mau ʻo Steve no ka hope. ʻAʻohe ona manaʻo e hoʻomaopopo ʻia.
Ma NeXT, kahi e hoʻomohala mālie ai ʻo ia a me kāna hui i kahi kahua e hiki ai iā Tim Berners-Lee ke kākau i nā polokalamu no ka Pūnaewele puni honua, ua hoʻokele ʻo ia i ka kaʻa haʻuki ʻeleʻele like i nā manawa a pau. Ua kūʻai ʻo ia no ke kolu a ʻehā paha o ka manawa.
Ua kamaʻilio mau ʻo Steve e pili ana i ke aloha, ʻo ia ka waiwai nui nona. He mea nui ʻo ia iā ia. Ua hoihoi a hopohopo ʻo ia i ke ola aloha o kāna mau hoa hana. I kona wā e ʻike ai i kahi kanaka āna i manaʻo ai e makemake au, e nīnau koke ʻo ia: "He male kāne ʻoe? Makemake ʻoe e hele i ka ʻaina ahiahi me koʻu kaikuahine?"
Hoʻomanaʻo wau iā ia e kāhea ana i ka lā i hālāwai ai ʻo ia me Lauren. "Aia kekahi wahine kupanaha, akamai loa, he ʻīlio kāna, e mare au iā ia i kekahi lā."
I ka wā i hānau ʻia ai ʻo Reed, ua ʻoi aku ka manaʻo o ia. Aia ʻo ia ma laila no kāna mau keiki. Ua noʻonoʻo ʻo ia e pili ana i ke keikikāne a Lisa, e pili ana i ka huakaʻi a ʻErin a me ka lōʻihi o kona ʻaʻahu, e pili ana i ka palekana o Eva a puni nā lio āna i aloha nui ai. ʻAʻohe o mākou i hele i ka puka ʻana o Reed e poina i kā lākou hula mālie.
ʻAʻole i pau kona aloha iā Lauren. Ua manaʻoʻiʻo ʻo ia e loaʻa ke aloha i nā wahi a me nā manawa a pau. ʻO ka mea nui, ʻaʻole ʻo Steve i hoʻohenehene, hoʻomāinoino a pessimistic. ʻO kēia kahi mea aʻu e hoʻāʻo nei e aʻo mai iā ia.
Ua holomua ʻo Steve i kona wā ʻōpio a ua manaʻo ʻo ia ua hoʻokaʻawale iā ia. ʻO ka hapa nui o nā koho āna i hana ai i ka manawa aʻu i ʻike ai e hoʻāʻo ana ʻo ia e wāwahi i kēlā mau pā a puni ona. Aloha kekahi kaona mai Los Altos me kahi kaona mai New Jersey. He mea nui ka hoʻonaʻauao ʻana o kā lāua mau keiki iā lāua ʻelua, makemake lāua e hānai iā Lisa, Reed, Erin a me Eve i mau keiki maʻamau. ʻAʻole piha ko lākou hale i nā mea noʻeau a i ʻole nā mea ʻili. I nā makahiki mua, he mau ʻaina maʻalahi wale nō kā lākou. Hoʻokahi ʻano mea kanu. Nui nā mea kanu, hoʻokahi wale nō ʻano. E like me ka broccoli.
ʻOiai he miliona miliona, ua kiʻi ʻo Steve iaʻu ma ke kahua mokulele i kēlā me kēia manawa. E kū ana ʻo ia ma ʻaneʻi me kona jeans.
Ke kāhea aku kekahi ʻohana iā ia ma ka hana, pane mai kāna kākau ʻōlelo ʻo Linneta: “Aia kou makuakāne ma kahi hālāwai. Pono anei au e hoopau ia ia?"
Ua hoʻoholo lākou e hoʻoponopono hou i ka lumi kuke. He mau makahiki. Hoʻomoʻa lākou ma kahi kapuahi papa ma ka hale kaʻa. ʻO ka hale Pixar, i kūkulu ʻia i ka manawa like, ua pau i ka hapalua o ka manawa. Pela ka hale ma Palo Alto. Ua noho kahiko nā lumi ʻauʻau. Akā naʻe, ʻike ʻo Steve he hale maikaʻi loa ia e hoʻomaka ai.
Akā naʻe, ʻaʻole ia he ʻōlelo ʻaʻole ʻo ia i hauʻoli i ka holomua. Ua hauʻoli nui ʻo ia. Ua haʻi mai ʻo ia iaʻu i kona makemake e hele mai i kahi hale kūʻai kaʻa kaʻa ma Palo Alto a me ka hauʻoli i ka ʻike hiki iā ia ke kūʻai aku i ka paikikala maikaʻi loa ma laila. A pēlā ʻo ia i hana ai.
He haʻahaʻa ʻo Steve, makemake mau e aʻo. Ua ʻōlelo ʻo ia iaʻu i kekahi manawa inā he ʻokoʻa kona ulu ʻana, ua lilo paha ʻo ia i mea makemakika. Ua kamaʻilio mahalo ʻo ia e pili ana i nā kulanui, pehea kona makemake e hele a puni ke kahua kula ʻo Stanford.
I ka makahiki hope o kona ola ʻana, ua aʻo ʻo ia i kahi puke kiʻi pena na Mark Rothko, kahi mea pena i ʻike ʻole ʻia ma mua, a noʻonoʻo ʻo ia i nā mea e hiki ke hoʻoulu i nā poʻe ma nā paia o ka pā kula hou o Apple.
Ua hoihoi loa 'o Steve. ʻO wai ka Luna Nui ʻē aʻe i ʻike i ka mōʻaukala o nā rosa kī ʻōlelo Pelekane a me Kina a loaʻa iā David Austin ka rose punahele?
Ua hūnā ʻo ia i nā mea kupanaha i loko o kāna ʻeke. Ke ʻaʻa nei au e ʻike mau ana ʻo Laurene i kēia mau haʻalulu - nā mele āna i aloha ai a me nā mele āna i ʻoki ai - ʻoiai ma hope o 20 mau makahiki o kahi male pili loa. Me kāna mau keiki ʻehā, kāna wahine, ʻo mākou a pau, ua hauʻoli nui ʻo Steve. Ua mahalo ʻo ia i ka hauʻoli.
A laila ua maʻi ʻo Steve a ʻike mākou i kona ola ʻana i loko o kahi pōʻai liʻiliʻi. Makemake ʻo ia e hele a puni Paris. Makemake ʻo ia i ka ski. Ua lele lele ʻo ia. Ua pau. ʻO nā leʻaleʻa maʻamau e like me kahi peach maikaʻi ʻaʻole i hoʻopiʻi hou iā ia. Akā, ʻo ka mea i kāhāhā loa iaʻu i kona wā maʻi, ʻo ia ka nui o nā mea i koe ma hope o ka nui o kāna lilo.
Hoʻomanaʻo wau i koʻu kaikunāne e aʻo hou ana i ka hele wāwae, me kahi noho. Ma hope o ka hoʻololi ʻana i ke akepaʻa, kū ʻo ia ma luna o nā wāwae i hiki ʻole ke kākoʻo iā ia a hopu i kahi noho me kona mau lima. Me kēlā noho, hele akula ʻo ia ma ke ala o ka haukapila Memphis a hiki i ka lumi o nā kahu hānai, noho ʻo ia ma laila, hoʻomaha no kekahi manawa, a laila hoʻi i hope. Ua helu ʻo ia i kona mau kapuaʻi a hoʻonui iki i kēlā me kēia lā.
Ua paipai ʻo Laurene iā ia: "Hiki iā ʻoe ke hana, e Steve."
I loko o kēia manawa weliweli, ua ʻike au ʻaʻole ʻo ia e ʻeha nei nona iho. Ua hoʻonohonoho ʻo ia i kāna mau pahuhopu: ka puka puka ʻana o kāna keiki ʻo Reed, ka huakaʻi ʻo Erin i Kyoto, a me ka lawe ʻana i ka moku āna e hana nei a hoʻolālā e holo a puni ka honua me kona ʻohana holoʻokoʻa, kahi āna i manaʻo ai e hoʻopau i ke koena o kona ola me Laurene i kekahi lā.
ʻOiai kona maʻi, ua paʻa ʻo ia i kona ʻono a me ka noʻonoʻo. Ua hele ʻo ia ma waena o nā kahu hānai 67 a hiki i ka loaʻa ʻana o kona mau hoa ʻuhane a ʻekolu i noho pū me ia a hiki i ka hopena: Tracy, Arturo a me Elham.
I kekahi manawa, i ka wā i loaʻa ai iā Steve kahi maʻi maʻi pneumonia, ua pāpā ke kauka iā ia i nā mea a pau, ʻo ka hau. E moe ana ʻo ia i loko o kahi keʻena mālama kino maʻamau. ʻOiai ʻaʻole ʻo ia i hana maʻamau i kēia, ua ʻae ʻo ia e makemake ʻo ia e hāʻawi ʻia i kēia manawa. Ua haʻi aku au iā ia: "Steve, he hana kūikawā kēia." Huli mai ʻo ia iaʻu a ʻōlelo mai: "Makemake au e lilo i mea kūikawā iki."
ʻAʻole hiki iā ia ke kamaʻilio, ua noi ʻo ia i kāna pepa puke. Ua hoʻolālā ʻo ia i kahi paʻa iPad ma kahi moena haukapila. Ua hoʻolālā ʻo ia i nā mea nānā hou a me nā lako x-ray. Ua pena hou ʻo ia i kona keʻena haukapila, kahi āna i makemake ʻole ai. A i kēlā me kēia manawa a kāna wahine e hele ai i loko o ka lumi, he minoʻaka kona mau maka. Ua kākau ʻoe i nā mea nui maoli i kahi pad. Makemake ʻo ia e hōʻole mākou i nā kauka a hāʻawi iā ia i kahi ʻāpana hau.
I ka wā ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o Steve, ua hoʻāʻo ʻo ia, ʻoiai i kāna makahiki hope, e hoʻokō i nā ʻōlelo hoʻohiki a me nā papahana āpau ma Apple. Hoʻi hou i Netherlands, ke mākaukau nei nā limahana e kau i ka wahie ma luna o ka ʻili kila nani a hoʻopau i ke kūkulu ʻana i kāna moku. Noho hoʻokahi kāna mau kaikamahine ʻekolu, me ka makemake e alakaʻi ʻo ia iā lākou ma ke ala e like me kāna alakaʻi ʻana iaʻu. Pau mākou a pau i ka make ma waena o ka moʻolelo. Ma waena o nā moʻolelo he nui.
Manaʻo wau ʻaʻole pono ke kapa ʻana i ka make ʻana o kekahi mea i noho me ka maʻi kanesa no kekahi mau makahiki he mea i manaʻo ʻole ʻia, akā ʻaʻole i manaʻo ʻia ka make ʻana o Steve iā mākou. Ua aʻo au mai ka make ʻana o koʻu kaikunāne ʻo ka mea nui o ke ʻano: ua make ʻo ia e like me ia.
Ua kāhea ʻo ia iaʻu i ke kakahiaka Poalua, makemake ʻo ia iaʻu e hele koke i Palo Alto. Ua ʻoluʻolu a ʻoluʻolu kona leo, akā me he mea lā ua hoʻopaʻa ʻia kāna mau ʻeke a mākaukau e hele, ʻoiai ua minamina loa ʻo ia i ka haʻalele ʻana iā mākou.
I kona hoʻomaka ʻana e ʻōlelo maikaʻi, hoʻōki au iā ia. "E kali, e hele ana au. Noho au ma kahi kaʻaahi e hele ana i ke kahua mokulele," 'Ōlelo wau. "Ke haʻi aku nei au iā ʻoe i kēia manawa no ka mea makaʻu wau ʻaʻole hiki ʻoe i ka manawa," wahi āna.
I koʻu hiki ʻana aku, ua hoʻomakeʻaka ʻo ia me kāna wahine. A laila nānā ʻo ia i nā maka o kāna mau keiki a ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke haehae iā ia iho. ʻAʻole hiki i ka hola ʻelua o ka ʻauinalā i hiki ai i kāna wahine ke kamaʻilio iā Steve e kamaʻilio me kāna mau hoaaloha mai Apple. A laila ua maopopo ʻaʻole ʻo ia e noho lōʻihi me mākou.
Ua loli kona hanu. Ua hana a noonoo. Manaʻo wau e helu hou ana ʻo ia i kona mau kapuaʻi, ke hoʻāʻo nei ʻo ia e hele ma mua o ka wā ma mua. Ua manaʻo wau e hana ana ʻo ia i kēia. ʻAʻole i hālāwai ka make me Steve, ua loaʻa iā ia.
I kona haʻi ʻana aku, haʻi mai ʻo ia iaʻu i kona minamina ʻaʻole hiki iā mākou ke ʻelemakule like e like me kā mākou i hoʻolālā mau ai, akā e hele ana ʻo ia i kahi ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi.
Ua hāʻawi ʻo Kauka Fischer iā ia i kanalima pākēneka manawa e ola ai i ka pō. Ua mālama ʻo ia iā ia. Noho ʻo Laurene i ka pō holoʻokoʻa ma kona ʻaoʻao, e ala ana i nā manawa a pau e hoʻomaha ai kona hanu. Nānā mākou i kekahi i kekahi, hoʻohāhā lōʻihi ʻo ia a hanu hou.
ʻOiai i kēia manawa, mālama ʻo ia i kāna koʻikoʻi, ke ʻano o ke aloha a me ka absolutist. Hōʻike kona hanu i kahi huakaʻi paʻakikī, kahi huakaʻi hele. Me he mea lā e piʻi ana ʻo ia.
Akā, ma waho aʻe o kāna makemake, kāna hana hana, ʻo ka mea kupaianaha iā ia, ʻo ia ka hiki iā ia ke hauʻoli i nā mea, e like me ka hilinaʻi o ka mea pena i kona manaʻo. Noho ʻo ia me Steve no ka manawa lōʻihi
Ma mua o kona haʻalele ʻana no ka maikaʻi, nānā ʻo ia i kona kaikuahine ʻo Patty, a laila nānā lōʻihi i kāna mau keiki, a laila i kāna hoa ola, ʻo Lauren, a laila nānā i kahi mamao ma waho o lākou.
ʻO nā ʻōlelo hope a Steve:
OH WOW. OH WOW. OH WOW.
Puna: NYTimes.com
ʻAe, he mea kaumaha, akā ua aʻo hou wau e pili ana iā Steve, pehea kona ʻano, kāna mea makemake, kāna mea makemake e hana ai, ʻoiai ʻaʻole wau i ʻike pilikino iā ia, mahalo wau iā ia, inā wale nō kēia "moʻolelo" hoʻomanaʻo mai iaʻu i ke kūlana i hana ʻia i loko o ko mākou ʻohana i kēia manawa.
No laila ka mana…
ʻAʻole pono e wehe ʻia ka huaʻōlelo Sister mai ka inoa? A i ʻole e pani me ka huaʻōlelo Kākau. Ma kekahi ʻaoʻao, e hāʻawi ʻia ka manaʻo he kūlana a me ka faila, he kahu hānai paha, a ma kekahi ʻaoʻao, hōʻike ʻia ka ʻaha kūkā me ka ʻike o ke kaikunāne. A ʻo ke kolu, he naʻaupō loa ia :D
hoihoi…
Mahalo no ka unuhi nui.
E pōʻino, he aha nā huaʻōlelo e hiki ai ke hana... ʻAʻole wau i ʻike iki i kēlā kanaka, ʻoiaʻiʻo ua kokoke e ʻaihue ʻia mai iaʻu! Akā, i koʻu heluhelu ʻana, loaʻa iaʻu kahi manaʻo weliweli, me he mea lā ua nalowale kekahi mea kokoke iaʻu. Akā, he mea ʻokoʻa iki paha ia - ʻaʻole e pili wale ana kēlā manaʻo hauʻoli e pili ana i kēia ʻatikala maikaʻi ma Jablikari... ʻaʻole wau e minamina iā Steve!
ʻAʻole i loaʻa iaʻu OH WOW
Mahalo no ka heluhelu ʻana, kākau maikaʻi.
Thomas:
Malia paha ua ʻike mua ʻo ia i kahi ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi o kona nani.
ʻAe paha :-)
ʻO ia ka mana, heluhelu au ma ka palapala kumu, akā ua hoʻohauʻoli loa kāu unuhi iaʻu. He pahū wale nō...
ʻO Pathos. E ʻoluʻolu e unuhi i kekahi mea e pili ana i ka ʻāpala. Pono wau e ʻike pehea e mau ai ka pākaukau no nā 4s.
Mahalo nui iā ʻoe no ka unuhi ʻana, ua hoʻāʻo wau e heluhelu ma ka ʻōlelo Pelekania, akā ʻaʻole wau i noʻonoʻo nui i ia mea, no laila ua manaʻo wau: "e unuhi maoli lākou ma ka hale kūʻai apple" a ua hana.
He unuhi maikaʻi loa, e like me Hobbo, ua manaʻo wau e haʻalele ana kekahi mea kokoke iaʻu.. Ke kali nei au i ka puke :)